I have only one life. As you know there is expression "one bullet in gun". We don't have to much opportunity in our lives. Why I am talking general. Let me start by myself. I have to be more careful when I am doing anything. I believe "think two times, do one times". I made lots of mistakes in my life. I am still making them. However as a smart man I should have been more careful in my history. Anyway, gone is gone. There is no chance to change them, except pray for forgiveness. I filled my capacity of mistakes. I don't want to make them again.
Sorry friends. I liked it what I want to be. But I need to think my family first.